So here I am again, my poor neglected blog.
And also - I'm fat and unfit again. I said that I wouldn't eat crap food whilst pregnant - I did eat crap food. I said that I would keep up my exercise - I didn't. I didn't want to gain lots of weight again - I have.
So I weighed myself this morning, back up to 91.7kg.
My new "resolution" for this year is to get back down to around 65kg. With healthy eating and exercise. I'm not going to bore facebook friends with blog links or anything, and I'm not going to post pics of my food like I used to because really - who the fuck cares about that shit. Who cares about updated progress pics really?
So its my promise to not post any crap like that on my facebook, and I'll just do it here because nobody really knows about this blog - so it is just for me. I don't need to post it everywhere to keep myself accountable because my friends know what I'm trying to do, because really if I want it done, I have to do it myself and keep myself accountable and not lean on other people to guilt me into doing it.
So this morning we woke up and I didn't even have a coffee first up because Felix needed a bottle. So after that, we all got dressed and went for a family walk. The 7 of us. We did about 3.5km which wasn't too bad with the kids. We saw some ducks on the pond near our place, and we should have been carrying some bread for the hungry little buggers but we didn't have any. Maybe next time.
Then I had a healthy breakfast (oats soaked in yoghurt and blueberries overnight and currants added this morning), morning tea (two ryvitas with light cream cheese, an egg, and some carrot sticks), exercised on the cross trainer which totally fucked me (I am so bloody unfit) and then scoffed down two wraps with ham, lettuce, grated carrot and tomato in them. Skipped afternoon tea, had kangaroo sausages for dinner and some vegies.
Looking forward to my yoghurt for dessert - was supposed to be orange and mango sorbet but I didn't get around to making any. My sister was around today so I spent the time talking to her instead.
So that's part of my resolutions for the new year - be healthy, spend less time on facebook, post less shit on facebook that nobody gives a fuck about anyway, read more books and play with the kids more. Yell less, spend less time on my phone. Walk whenever I can. Get out of the house more and actually socialise with people instead of being social on the internet. Eat good food, play often, laugh more.
That's about it! I have no doubt I can do this, crap food tastes nice going in, but it keeps giving me belly aches so I have to stop doing it to myself - have to learn how to love myself enough to not need that crap food to make me feel better.
